I blogged T.O.D.A.Y @ 16:55
is there a reason why i am moody everyday?
I blogged T.O.D.A.Y @ 09:41
a birthday that isn't particularly a happy one, initially.
i can't help but thinking that for the past 1 year, nothing too significant has happened in my life. spending the entire year mugging which has come to a nought. Working in nuh (or nuhs as they now call it), travelling to uk, working in nhc rather miserably, travelling to china, taking more leave, and eventually coming back to the place where i first began in AH (now ktph). it does bring back memories, but everyone has grown up. Perhaps one good thing that came out of this was i knew more people along the way, and some i knew i will probably not forget in my life.
whatever the case, before i hit the big 3 in the next 5 hours time, it is about time i reflect upon myself and as usual, time for me to look back the blogs, and luckily i managed to find the summary page 2 years back:
"for the records on the significant event(s) that happened on my birthday other than the usual celeb with my family (as in case u think i have superb memory, well i dun.. i was just reading through what i have written back then..) :
2000: year 2 medical student. had a cake outside LT29 after which i left for my driving lesson.
2001: 21st birthday!
2002: family med posting. i probably had dinner with my friends.
2003: 5th year medical student. i watched "homerun" with my friend.
2004: my O&G HO days. i remembered i took leave. i had dinner with my O&G friends at swenson at jurong point (minus our common foe of course)
2005: my GRM MO days. i took leave. but i can't remember exactly what i did.
2006: my NSF days. didn't take leave. supposed to be on standby but my buddies in army took over my place so that i can rest on my bdae!
2007: still NSF days, but more lao jiao. i took leave and left the standbys for the younger ones haha. dinner @ secret garden.
2008: 4th year MO. dinner @ seafood paradise @ singapore flyer." I can't remember what i did last year though, since it wasn't recorded.
my birthday wish- something very predictable, which i shan't mentioned here
and i thank all for the well wishes!
I blogged T.O.D.A.Y @ 22:25
a week has passed and i haven't really gotten over it totally. it is simply devastating to go through so much and all come to a nought.
i have decided to pen this down now, after much consideration, to remind myself the grief that i have been through, and to tell myself
do not ever give up, despite it been so tiring, painful, expensive; and the temptation for greener grass is there.
i really appreciate that during this period, i have a lot of support from my seniors, tutors and friends. and it is only through time of difficulty that u realise who truly are your friends; who truly show concern; who you can rely on.
it is saddening that some, who seemingly are your friends, yet, did not, for a single second, showed any form of concern.
whatever the case, it is time for me to move on.
i sincerely hope that this year long hurdle can be cleared this year.
please wish me luck.
holidae.
